Love and Hate collide

Jasmine is a young girl who fell in love to a man much older than her. She is so sweet, a happy person and a talented girl. Jasmine is a happy person, you always see her smiling and at her young age she’s a very good adviser to all her friends. She’s a strong and very secretive person, secretive in a sense that she don’t want others to know if she has a problems. Jasmine said that she want to remember by people as a happy person.

When Jasmine fell in love with this man, 12 years older than her, everything has change. She lost some of her friends and others talk bad things about her and to her boyfriend. All the people against to their relationship, maybe because she is too young and the guy popular as “chickboy”. But Jasmine’s mind was so close that time. What’s matter to her is she’s happy and she trust her man despite all the rumors her man has 5 girlfriends at a time.

Jasmine gave everything to her man, she don’t care what other people say about her. Sometimes other girls get mad of her, envious coz’ her man is so popular. As years goes by, people learned to accept that they really mean to each others arm. They saw how the boy changed and how the boy took care of Jasmine and provide anything she needs.

Jasmine really thought he is the guy she’s going to marry, i mean people thought he is the man for Jasmine. She acted like a real woman, i mean a grown up woman despite of her young age. Took care of her man, laundry his clothes and cooked for her man. She did everything just for her man.

Until such time that she hear rumors about other girls her man has, she’s afraid to confront his man so she decided to keep it to herself.  Her friends told her, “hey i saw him with other girl yesterday” but Jasmine said ” maybe that was just his friend” .. She keep on covering her man wrong doing. Jasmine said “as long as i’m his number one and i’m his priority, it’s okay with me if he has other girl” . Jasmine trusted her man so much to the extent that she became blind to whatever she see and deaf to whatever she hear.

Jasmine cried in silent, she  don’t want others to know she’s hurting so much. Until time comes that her man starting to hurt her physically. But when people ask her what happen to your arms? you have bruises, she just replied nothing, and answered lies. Bruises on her legs, and she said she has her monthly period. Jasmine always think that whatever happen to her, it’s her fault. That’s why it’s okay to her if her man hurting her.

Jasmine’s family and friends didn’t know what she went through in the arms of her man. But still Jasmine was so thankful to her man for taking care of her even though sometimes he hurts her, physically and emotionally.

One day, Jasmine and her man fighting. But because Jasmine was so numb already, she did not cry. She did not realize that because she’s not crying her man got really really angry and think that she has other man, that’s why she did not cry. Because of no basis jealousy, Jasmine almost die that time. He choke her, jasmine so thankful that her lips has blood,coz’ when her man saw it, he stop what he is doing to her. Poor Jasmine, bruises all over her body.

After that incident, Jasmine decided to leave her man. Despite what happen to her, she still love her man but decided not going back to him coz’ there is hate in her heart already. Jasmine cried all day and night asking what have she done to be treated that way. She love her man, and did everything to him without asking in return. She keep telling, “i don’t deserve this”, and i said, yes! you deserve someone better..Jasmine thankful to all her friends who’s there to help her to move on. A friends who she forgot for a long time because she focused her mind and attention to serve her man.

Jasmine said, “whatever happened to us, i know i’m not the one who blame. I love him, but i hate him more”

” In life, it’s okay to love. But make sure you love the right person. Don’t give too much, love yourself first. Don’t let the person you love hurt you, coz’ he/she will hurt you over and over again”

—writer—

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